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Name: Mat
Country: United States
State: Florida
Birthday: 5/29/1984
Gender: Male
Interests: Who has the G D time
Expertise: I'm a Genius - I'M an expert at everthing a jack of all trades if you will
Occupation: Customer service/support
Industry: Other
Message: message me
Member Since:
8/20/2003
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| I was sitting at my computer not playing a video game for once and I looked at a picture from so very long ago, it was taken during I think Romeo and Juliet and I started to remember the good ole days, boy those days were fun! For all of you who are too young to remember when I went to high school let me tell you a little something love the time you have there for once you leave whether you go to college, and start going to college then quit like some stupid people I know......hmmm who would that be?....... real life sux ass! I am talking massive amounts of ass...like huge! But it is all worth it eventually I think, but don't take my work for it. I miss the old days when we used to just sit around the house making movies, chatting about things, skipping school, and having a good time. Remember when we had moonlit swims and motor boat races and the loop the loop, .................me neither. OK so I am gonna go now bye bye guys... I mispelled Guys the first time and put ugys that wasn't very nice so I changed it. Happy Holidays, depending on what you celebrate. | | |
| OK so Like a herd of sheep following a blind shephard most of my friends have now shifted to my space, mean while me trying to stay in touch with the diverse population of my friends have tried to keep this site, my LJ, and my myspace going..... Now so if anyone can tell me how to post a picture on myspace that would be wonderful. ok love yas bye bye | | |
| OK this is to establish the fact that yes Andi is right I am GAY, so if anyone was wondering I like boys....alot. Please don't ask me again or I will beat you with a blunt object thanks much. Lata Days
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| Guess who's back. Back again tell a friend.... No seriously tell a friend I am so bored!!!!
That was a little joke I like to tell........ So here we go well life is WORK WORK WORK! I hate the holidays in retail for any people who haven't ever worked in the fab industry your not missing much. No really..... I can't think tonight I am going a little crazy (cocks head to the right and rolls eyes) LOL I am a funny man that I am! Ok bye bye for now
Mat
BTW Love this post because I am very sparatic on posting. | | |
| I have lost my belief in love and people in general. No matter how much you struggle in life it is usually the person with the most luck that is destined to be happy, not the person who fights for it. I am supposed to be young, active, and happy, then why am I old, passive, and depressed all the time! I hate my job, and the fact that my life is going nowhere fast. However, I am too scared to do anything about it, I know that I should go back to school, I know that there is the right person out there for me, then why do I always fall for the person that is not interested in me. Why do I always have to be the responsible one who carries people and the world on my back? Why can't I just have fun? The answer is very simple... I allow myself to be taken out of the fun... I don't even think I know what it is like to have fun, or love, or care about anything anymore. I have lost every ounce of compassion in my life all that is left is the disdain for the happy people and I dare say the utter jealous of my friends. I envy those who have escaped, those who ahve left to pursue their dreams, those who have the courage I lack to leave the people I know, the places where I am confortable, and the the so called life I have built for myself. I guess I am destined to live a life of depression, a life of wanting more and never have the guts to pursue it. I remember when I was strong before I compromised my dreams and let the routine life control my destiny. Perhaps one day I will find a way to overcome my fears. Perhaps not!
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